i dont know why im here at times. Sorry, its not depression. Its called self questioning. Seriously, i dont know why was i born.. Im just enjoying whatever life is offering me at the current moment. Sometimes i feel maybe i went astray, but i feel if i had to go astray, i wouldnt be here writing all this today. When you feel lost, thats the best place to be in. Life gets boring when you find yourself. Its the journey which gives you the thrill. Sometimes you need not find yourself at all as life is an open ending.